Two models, three visual treatments.
Here I try out images for thoughts, feelings and what happens in the therapy room. Some give form to concepts and exercises from MCT and ISTDP. Others are freer metaphors. Each motif is shown in three visual treatments: original, warm tone and ink.
Original is raw. Warm tone is close. Ink is essence.
Metacognitive therapy explores how we relate to thoughts and direct our attention. A central concept is CAS, the cognitive attentional syndrome: persistent worry, rumination and threat monitoring, together with strategies that can keep problems going, such as avoidance and thought control.
The platform
Your mind is like a railway platform. Triggering thoughts and feelings arrive like trains, open their doors, stop for a while, close again and move on. You can notice them without getting on. What you practise is not having to follow every thought further.
The sky
Thoughts shift like clouds across the sky. You can notice them without trying to control their movement.
The torch
Attention is like your torch. Whatever you shine it on gets more of your attention. You direct the light.
The beach ball
Holding a beach ball underwater takes constant effort. That is what avoidance does with anxiety — your energy goes into keeping down what wants to rise.
The mountain
The mountain looks overwhelming from below. Procrastination can mean standing there staring at the summit and staging the pain instead of taking the next step.
A false work order
The worrying thought looks like a task: solve this, work it out, prepare yourself. But the task is made up. No one has issued it. The system produces work orders that lead nowhere.
Spam email
Intrusive thoughts, like spam, do not have to be dealt with, investigated or answered. You do not open every junk email to check whether it is dangerous. The thought does not need to be taken care of to lose its power.
Reassurance as a short-acting painkiller
The relief is real. But when worry returns, the need for fresh reassurance can return too. Then the relief is brief, while the pattern remains.
The operating system
MCT looks at the system around thoughts: how we evaluate them, direct our attention and get caught in further thinking.
The tiger exercise
In the tiger exercise, you imagine a tiger and observe the image without trying to control it. It is a way of practising meeting a mental event without going into analysis or control.
Autofocus
When we worry, attention can get stuck on possible threats. Autofocus is an image of attention's flexibility: being able to redirect the lens.
Word association
A word brings up a thought, an image, perhaps a memory. In the exercise, you notice the associations without analysing or directing them.
Revving in neutral
Rumination races — but nothing happens. The engine spins without driving anything forward.
Intensive Short-Term Dynamic Psychotherapy — works with what happens in the moment between patient and therapist. Feeling, anxiety and defences. The triangle of conflict as a map.
The triangle of conflict
Feelings arise. Anxiety manifests in the body. Defences are activated. Where in the triangle are you right now?
The triangle of persons
Early relationships can shape patterns that recur in present-day relationships. In the therapeutic relationship, they can become visible as they happen.
The side door
The door offered avoidance, without a decision.
Unlocking
In ISTDP, unlocking describes a breakthrough to feelings and memories previously kept away. Here it takes the form of a quiet click — the right key, at the right moment.
Anxiety as a signalling system
Anxiety can signal that something is stirring strong or conflicting feelings. In ISTDP, we explore the connection and how anxiety is expressed in the body. If it becomes overwhelming, it needs to be regulated.
Defence as a wall
The wall has protected you from what was once too painful. But the same wall that keeps pain out also keeps out closeness, grief, anger — and the light on the other side.
The smoke and the fire
Anxiety is the smoke — visible, tangible, hard to breathe through. In this image, the fire is a feeling that gives rise to anxiety. We need both to understand the feeling and to attend to the anxiety.
Defence as a fire extinguisher
The fire extinguisher works — it puts out the discomfort quickly. But it does not only put out the pain. It also puts out the warmth, the closeness, the anger, the love. What is alive.
The menu instead of the meal
You can describe the feeling exactly — know what it is called, where it comes from, why it is there. But there is a difference between reading the menu and eating the meal. The experience is not the same as the description.
Resistance as a lid
Heavy, rusty, familiar. The work is not about forcing it open, but about understanding why it is there.
Turning the weapon on yourself
In this image, anger has turned inward. What could have been directed at someone else becomes an attack on the person themselves.
Therapist and patient on the same side
Therapist and patient look in the same direction. The therapeutic alliance is about exploring together what is happening, working with the defences that cause difficulties and finding a possible way forward.
Freer images
Images that do not belong to a specific model — but still have a place in the series.
The oscilloscope
A feeling is not a problem to solve. It is a message to listen to.
The cracks
It is through the cracks that the light comes in, as in a crisis or in therapy when the defences begin to crack.
Kintsugi
What has broken is brought into view rather than hidden. The cracks repaired with gold make the object valuable.